Being trans is like,
You wake up every day and look in the mirror and think "Oh my god, you're such shit fuck you I wish you'd die"
And then you do something slightly different to yourself and suddenly, you look at yourself in the mirror and see a beautiful person.
I hate that this is the happiest I've ever been in my life but every time I talk to my parents I come across as a sad fucked up mess.
You know, this isn't very genuine. I don't think I ever felt that passionately about my appearance. It was always just "meh".
Endlessly meh. Just meh.
Tbh I think that's worse. The only sin is being boring.
@andi that's human nature. Happens to everyone. I'm not trans and I feel that way quite often. Just reading that someone else does too is comforting. Makes me feel less alone.
This is the personal instance of Andi N. Fiziks. Love me or hate me it's still an obsession 😘