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Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

Fuck my feet, I hate them so incredibly much. I'm out here buying fucking clown-sized shoes and they're still too small for my absolute freakshow fucking piece of fucking shit feet 😭 😭

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Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

Just fucking depressed now. I'm going to do my hair and nails now, because fuck it, I'm not getting anything else done today

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

Eh fuck it, did my hair and buzzed off my old nails, I now look as dull and ugly as I feel. I'm going to bed.

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

Strong play by the asshole on Twitter who earnestly recommended me male hiking boots, please die.

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

@andi twitter was a mistake

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

@andi I'll think of this as merely a preparatory state to emerging even more fabulous than before.

What kind(s) of shoes do you have in mind, btw?

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@porsupah Eh, idk. I looked through Cinderella Shoes and it increasing struck me I don't really even know what I want... I got these ones and I think I just really wanted them to work, they're normally Β£200 but are what I thought was my size and for Β£40. I never get deals that good, I just wanted to *believe* for once in my fucking life that I too could have actually-cool shoes instead of just cheap crap from Primark, y'know?

underground-england.com/produc

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

@andi Oooh, :_gaysparkle: shiiiiny :_gaysparkle: . ^_^ Pretty eye-catching sole design - interesting design inspiration!

It might be a bit obvious, but maybe something from Doc Martens? They offer quite a few fun styles in larger sizes, sometimes just new takes on the classic design, sometimes new designs entirely.

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@porsupah Yeah really pissed they don't fit, would've been an amazing deal for Β£40. Can't return them either, at least my partner's buying them off me.

I keep looking at DM's website and I never find anything I like in my size. I already have a really boring, flat oversized pair of black unisex DMs, I don't really need another pair of that.

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

@andi Ahh, no returns? Blagh. Still, at least they'll be going to a very good home.

What size are you? I can yell if I spot anything interesting on my net.travels.

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

@porsupah 10.5-11 UK, or somewhere between 44 and 46 depending on width (my feet are pretty wide; I can fit into shoes as small as a Primark size 9 if it's wide-fit)

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

@porsupah And thank you, much appreciated πŸ’š

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@andi @porsupah Coming in with my usual recommendation for Crispins, who aren’t cheap but have a good selection - albeit more classic than glam:

crispinsshoes.com

Good sales assistants too, if you can make it there in person

Shoes, dysphoria (--) 

@ghost_bird @porsupah Huh, hadn't seen this site before. Their sale stuff is pretty affordable... πŸ€”

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@ghost_bird @porsupah Definitely might make a trip to their store. Thanks for the suggestion! πŸ’š

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@andi ***hug***

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@porsupah Thanks. Fuck I hate that I feel like this literally every time I (try to) buy shoes. Fucking hate it.

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@andi I'm sure they wouldn't be cheap, but might custom made be an option?

I hope you manage to dispel this funk soon. Bear in mind how much else *is* really good in your life, even with this thorn, and who's nearby and further thinking of you.

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@andi babyyyyy I just want to squeeze you with hugs and tell you it will be ok πŸ€— πŸ€— πŸ€— :blobcatmelt: :party_blobcatmelt: :blobcatmelt:

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@AnticsOfAnna Aww thanks babe. πŸ’šπŸ’š

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